just wondering..

I wonder why people called it BROKENHEARTED..
all I feel my other part of my body is broken too..
why? well, I saw one picture, hmmmph, hurt much?
seriously, I'm so tired of being blue... crying over you..
why can I stop? Im tired of being broken,
tired of being hurt, tired of being in love with you </3
Well, I have to move on, someday..
I'm still waiting for the right person to fix me..
when? will the right person will come?
someday I'll be alright..
somehow I'll be okay..
and somebody will fix me soon.. (:
Love need patience..

I don't expect you to CARE!
I' will be better without you!
Trust me... (':
I will be..
and I must!

"stop wasting your time on people who don't love you!"
crying doesn't mean you're weak.. it's mean that your
heart still care </3
I need to move on. my heart are so small,
it can just fit one person.. and that person is you..
but i don't want you be the special someone..
please get out of my heart and go fucking love
someone else! </3 i hate myself! i hate everything!
urghhh... i just need some time.. that's all..
someday, i will be okay,, and everything will
be normal.. used to be.. back to how it was..
when i didn't learn how to love..

Please, I Don't Want The Feeling Ever Again..

Well, yesterday, my friend.. she's damn BROKENHEARTED .. </3
I felt so sorry to asked her to confess to the boy she had a crush on..
I thought that he have the same feeling too though..
bur I was so wrong.. yesterday my friend chat with me...
I thought I've already forgot all the feeling about fucking love..
well, I'm wrong AGAIN.

About yesterday conversation, my friend remind me of all the love feeling so fucking bad.
I remember ALL.. That's odd..
and she cried... I remember all those feeling, those moments I'd been though so clearly..
I just can't help myself... I've been crying for couple of days now...
hope that my eyes didn't turn red or anything...

Well, I though I want to forget about all the love...
I made the friendship things to cover the love..
It works.. but because of yesterday, the power of love are too strong..
it even take over my brain..

Love Is a Cycle..
When you love, you get hurt.
When you get hurt, you hate.
When you hate, you try to forget.
When you try to forget, you start missing.
and when you start missing,
YOU EVENTUALLY FALL IN LOVE AGAIN..

I ain't a person like that. I've been single for five months
and I'm all okay. I didn't miss at all.
and I'd forget all those feeling..
I've stop crying for 5 months.
just yesterday. my friend...
she's too important to me... I have what she have...
We are been bestfriend like 1 year... friendship are priceless..

If happy ever after did exist,
I would be holding your hand like you hold her's..
All those fairy tales are just FULL OF SHITS!
One more fucking love song I'll BE SICK.

No more walking around with my head down.
I'm so over being BLUE! Crying over you.
and I'm so sick of love song, so tired of tears
So done of wishing you were still here
said I'm so sick of love song so sad and slow.
so why i can't turn of the radio?
gotta fix that calender I have that marked on June 28th

I know you're somewhere at there.
somewhere far away. I want you back, I want you back.
My neighbors think I'm crazy , but they don't understand.
you're all I have, you're all I have...
At night when the stars light up my room,
I sit there alone, Talking to the mooon.
try to get to youuuuu. in hope that you're at the other side,
talking to me too.. Or am I a fool, who sit alone
talking to the moon?

Mirror on the wall, here we are again. though my rise and fall,
you've been my only fan. you told me that they can.
understand the man I am. so why are we, here talking to each other again?

Now you're just somebody that I used to know!