Marilyn's Blog ❤

I'm an ORDINARY girl.
I'm an Aries.

I'm living my life, so fuck yourself bitch ;)
you ain't bringing me down!


Things I Like & Love ;
Food ; Cheese Cake, Oreo, etc.
Drinks ; Strawberry milkshake, Nescafe(only in midnight), etc.
Colour ; Blue , Grey.
Place ; Paris, Even though I never been there before.
Animal ; Wild animal = Zebra , Pet = Rabbit
Brands ; Converse
Idol ; Bruno Mars.

Girl Best Friends ; Kuromi Yan, Joey Au Yong Ju Yi, Josephine, etc.
Boy Best Friend ; Kelen Chok.
Texting Buddy ; Ryeammer Lim
Talking Phone Buddy ; Calvin Siau.


Place I want to go ; Paris.
Things I want so bad ; Cookie Monster's stuff.

About Me ;
Name ; Marilyn.
Nickname ; Lyn
Age ; 14 (2013)

Only Them Will Accompany When I'm Alone . I Love Them :) You Can Be Friend With Them Too ! xD

Saturday, 15 September 2012

0909 :3

So, this is how my love story started. my friend was wondering... isn't that the boy like her... (actually i like that boy) so, i went to ask him... when i asked him, he was so nervous! LOL... he keep explaining.. and he keep calling me.. ._. anyways, he told me he used to liked my friend.. just abit feeling, not so much.. tbh, i got a little shocked.. then i sent a text for him, "if want guess whom you like, it's easy" so he replied "who? love you lo, only if you want" it's a little awkward but not so awkward.. cause he used to chase me through.. and I've learn to be more "open" because of him.. then i asked him, who is he going to take to the prom night.. suddenly, he replied me "U" ohmygoshh.. i don't believe it at first.. then i asked him to tell me seriously. he said "i swore my partner is you, if you don't go then i don't go" i got a bit shocked through... like seriously?! i don't believe he actually like me for the second time.. owmygoshhhh. 

Then, we back to my friend, i mean the topic. so, he was like "if ur friend confess to me, i will think about it." well, i got abit angry cause.... i don't know why... so i went to asked my friend, did she like him.. then my friend say abit... well, if they like each other, why don't i help them? then i ask the boy, want to couple or not.. he don't take it seriously! he keep saying maybe. i just scare that my friend will been hurt for the second time.. so i keep asking him isn't it real that he likes her.. he still told me MAYBE. DAMN. i already lazy reply him. so, he called me.. he asked me that isn't that im angry of him.. i don't know why but i.. i.. i think i'm jealous.. /; so i replied him as cool as a ice cube.. i think im crying that time and he guess it. he know im crying.. he was worried.. he keep asking me why... but i don't know why... he want me to tell the truth... who's my crush.. it takes long for me to reply him... cause i really don't know what to say.. suddenly my brain is BLANK! and I feel stupid.. so, i answered him... it's you... he freeze for a while.. and ask me.. isn't it true? i really want to hang up the phone that time.. but i can't... so then.. suddenly he asked me why.. why do i like him... why, i've no reason.. i just like you.. kay? then we hung up.. then i was thinking... maybe our friendship is ended... suddenly a text message sent to my phone.. he actually like me for the second time. ohmygosh... annddd our conversations stopped. then, he called me again, wow, that was AWKWARD!!!! we got nothing to say o;!! silent like a ghost town... so, he asked me... "can i be your boyfriend"...  i accepted.. so awkward.. so we hung up again.
 
Honestly, i don't really want to started a relationship.. but he figured out that i like him.. if i reject him, it's like... it's like.... i don't know how to explain... but I'm so happy to be with him (: I Love Him <3 

So this is it.. My Love Story :P what's yours? :3

Friday, 7 September 2012

Touched..

Well, I'm shocked.. You know, I used to like that person.. But I gave up months ago.. He kinda still like me.. hmmph, well, a girl like him.. he reject her and said "please give up me" and the girl said "why?" he replied, "cause I still like Marilyn" OHMYGOSH... seriously? he like me more than 5 months.. I'm so touched.. but I'm scare of love... I admit, I kinda like him, but.. I love somebody.. :) I'm so sorry... To be honest, I not really want to evade you... I just... don't know who to face you.. I really felt guilty.. really.. but love mess up my brain, i mean seriously.. my brain is a MESS. I've been thinking about my Ex, My crush, even you.

Well, I think.. i kinda still like my ex.. I've been wondering.. why he broke up with me? does he really don't have any feel on me? or I just think too much? urghhh... Let it go, Marilyn.. just let it go...
Don't find love... Love will come find you.. be patience :)

Anyways, my friend been asked by a boy to a prom night. WOW, lucky right? It must to be fun.. but I think it's will be a little awkward... hmmmm... ermmm, I don't care who like me, I just want to be single a little while.. but i think i've been single too long.. 8months single life is LONELY... :( but single have no problem to think about, to headache about, to sad about. single is simple but lonely... relationship is sweet but problems much.

Well, I admit i got a little jealous on some couple.. they are just so sweet! i know i know, there's a right guy waiting for me, just for me.. about 5months! but i don't know that should i or shouldn't i just accept love one more time.. should i give love one chance? or i just keep evading? what should i do? if i really love him, i won't care for other people judge.. but.. the problem is.... i don't even have feel on him anymore.. i can't just accept him with no feeling.. that's just rude.. a right guy always comes with a wrong time ): but he really patience... wait me for 5months... 5months ain't short you know.. /; now i really felt guilty ):