I can't stop crying..

Day and day passed... day and day i love you more... hope you aren't cheating on me... do you remember you wrote me a letter last time? You said you promise you will never walk away from me and you wanted me to be your last lover... do you still remember that?? :')

Now i can't stop crying everyday.. i even lost my appetite...
Last time, i promise you too.. i promise you i won't give up on you and i will be with you forever... maybe i take it too serious... or am i a fool to trust it easily? Are you really mean it? I really hope you do...

Some of my friends suggest me to break up with you.. but i don't want to. I really love you... and i trust you... i just don't know why i keep crying these days... yesterday i sms with you.. you said you still love me... i'm so happy to heard that :) but please, stop calling me to give up on you... i won't give up on you.. maybe I've think too much... you're my boyfriend and I should trust you :) I love you huby...♥ too bad you don't know my blog:P

You're the same.

Well, okay, lately something happened.. you regret helping your friend :)
you don't want me in danger. okay, i understand. you called me don't worry and forget you for temporary.. I understand. no texts, no missed call, i understand... i only hope you to be save.. but you called me to forget you. I may really forget you and fall for other person.

okay nevermind that. i understand you didn't find me for few days or weeks.
just now, i had a nightmare.. i dream about you.. i'd lose you... when i woke up, i caught myself crying... I'm scared... i'm really really scared... i scare that i might really lose you.. u never know how much i love you. you used to said that you won't leave me alone.. and will make me happy everyday... i believed you... but now? :) i understand..

just now, you on facebook.. you said you might meet them sooner.. so i asked you to take care.. and you said see first.. you hope to die soon... okay, this really hurt me alot... i still remember that you want us to keep sweet on forever... so you want to leave me now? now i realized that you're the same.. i'm so regret to accept love again.. i really tired of crying you know... i thought you might be different.. that u will really make me happy everyday.. but you didn't.. and you make me cry eveyday :) sorry that i love you so much..

p/s, i even crying to wrote this...

BROKEN.

Well, since the day i couple with him, i think that he doesn't trust me at all... i mean.. he do trust me.. but urghhh.. nvm then.. story time.

I've already tell him many times... I'll be with him forever... but he just.. he just think that I'm same like his ex girlfriend.. that would break up with him at the end.. so, he is comparing me with his ex-girlfriend? I was abit hurt...

So, yesterday, he told me that his couch wanted him to go Hong Kong on December for one week.. that's mean he going to leave KK for one week. well, when I heard this news.. I was happy for him.. but all he said is he were damn hurt and worried.. he scared that I would leave him.. then, I text back, I said "I promise you.. I won't leave you.." then he called me.. he asked me that isn't it I sure about it.. so i said "yeah" I just really love him so much.. then we hung up.. after that, his friend use his phone to text me.. he said that my boyfriend was crying.. he really scare that I will leave him.. and He hope that I really mean it.. So my tears just roll out of my eyes.. I know he is scared but.. he doesn't trust me.. why?

so I went to find his other friend.. his friend just keep telling me that he been hurt many times and he needed time.. he just trying to cheering me up.. i know what's going on.. I know how it feel.. but can;t he think that I'm hurt too? relationship need trust you know.. well, I also been hurt once.. I been hurt deeply than him.. i refuse my feeling for a guy.. that i really love... and i refuse 4people.. i just refuse them.. how cruel am I? and i stop loving people for 9 months. how about you? you just keep finding new ones.. you're just like you never been hurt.. I'm sorry for saying this and being mean.. but it's true.. I been hurt deeply than you.. so I know that feeling.. but you just doesn't trust me.. what should I do? I think my heart is broken now.. i just don't know.. it's hurt... I cried myself to sleep.. I cried myself to woke up.. I even cried myself to write this..

you think that I'm lying? I really wanted a long lasting relationship.. I know you will give me one so I accepted you to come into my life.. If i doesn't like you at all... I won't waste my time.. I'm not that kind a girl that like to play someone's heart..

and btw, please stop over-thinking.. you will create a problem that doesn't exist at all.. I just love you, kay? I'm now just 13.. so I don't know how to prove that how much I love you.. but can you just trust me? Well, I'm your girlfriend.. you should trust me, right? (:

0909 :3

So, this is how my love story started. my friend was wondering... isn't that the boy like her... (actually i like that boy) so, i went to ask him... when i asked him, he was so nervous! LOL... he keep explaining.. and he keep calling me.. ._. anyways, he told me he used to liked my friend.. just abit feeling, not so much.. tbh, i got a little shocked.. then i sent a text for him, "if want guess whom you like, it's easy" so he replied "who? love you lo, only if you want" it's a little awkward but not so awkward.. cause he used to chase me through.. and I've learn to be more "open" because of him.. then i asked him, who is he going to take to the prom night.. suddenly, he replied me "U" ohmygoshh.. i don't believe it at first.. then i asked him to tell me seriously. he said "i swore my partner is you, if you don't go then i don't go" i got a bit shocked through... like seriously?! i don't believe he actually like me for the second time.. owmygoshhhh. 

Then, we back to my friend, i mean the topic. so, he was like "if ur friend confess to me, i will think about it." well, i got abit angry cause.... i don't know why... so i went to asked my friend, did she like him.. then my friend say abit... well, if they like each other, why don't i help them? then i ask the boy, want to couple or not.. he don't take it seriously! he keep saying maybe. i just scare that my friend will been hurt for the second time.. so i keep asking him isn't it real that he likes her.. he still told me MAYBE. DAMN. i already lazy reply him. so, he called me.. he asked me that isn't that im angry of him.. i don't know why but i.. i.. i think i'm jealous.. /; so i replied him as cool as a ice cube.. i think im crying that time and he guess it. he know im crying.. he was worried.. he keep asking me why... but i don't know why... he want me to tell the truth... who's my crush.. it takes long for me to reply him... cause i really don't know what to say.. suddenly my brain is BLANK! and I feel stupid.. so, i answered him... it's you... he freeze for a while.. and ask me.. isn't it true? i really want to hang up the phone that time.. but i can't... so then.. suddenly he asked me why.. why do i like him... why, i've no reason.. i just like you.. kay? then we hung up.. then i was thinking... maybe our friendship is ended... suddenly a text message sent to my phone.. he actually like me for the second time. ohmygosh... annddd our conversations stopped. then, he called me again, wow, that was AWKWARD!!!! we got nothing to say o;!! silent like a ghost town... so, he asked me... "can i be your boyfriend"...  i accepted.. so awkward.. so we hung up again.

 

Honestly, i don't really want to started a relationship.. but he figured out that i like him.. if i reject him, it's like... it's like.... i don't know how to explain... but I'm so happy to be with him (: I Love Him <3 

So this is it.. My Love Story :P what's yours? :3

Touched..

Well, I'm shocked.. You know, I used to like that person.. But I gave up months ago.. He kinda still like me.. hmmph, well, a girl like him.. he reject her and said "please give up me" and the girl said "why?" he replied, "cause I still like Marilyn" OHMYGOSH... seriously? he like me more than 5 months.. I'm so touched.. but I'm scare of love... I admit, I kinda like him, but.. I love somebody.. :) I'm so sorry... To be honest, I not really want to evade you... I just... don't know who to face you.. I really felt guilty.. really.. but love mess up my brain, i mean seriously.. my brain is a MESS. I've been thinking about my Ex, My crush, even you.

Well, I think.. i kinda still like my ex.. I've been wondering.. why he broke up with me? does he really don't have any feel on me? or I just think too much? urghhh... Let it go, Marilyn.. just let it go...
Don't find love... Love will come find you.. be patience :)

Anyways, my friend been asked by a boy to a prom night. WOW, lucky right? It must to be fun.. but I think it's will be a little awkward... hmmmm... ermmm, I don't care who like me, I just want to be single a little while.. but i think i've been single too long.. 8months single life is LONELY... :( but single have no problem to think about, to headache about, to sad about. single is simple but lonely... relationship is sweet but problems much.

Well, I admit i got a little jealous on some couple.. they are just so sweet! i know i know, there's a right guy waiting for me, just for me.. about 5months! but i don't know that should i or shouldn't i just accept love one more time.. should i give love one chance? or i just keep evading? what should i do? if i really love him, i won't care for other people judge.. but.. the problem is.... i don't even have feel on him anymore.. i can't just accept him with no feeling.. that's just rude.. a right guy always comes with a wrong time ): but he really patience... wait me for 5months... 5months ain't short you know.. /; now i really felt guilty ):

July 22 2o12

Today is a brand new day! (:

Well, I admit I'm scare of love (sorta)

But, I'm in love againnnnnn :o

Do you know that if your crush 

sent a "goodmorning" text messages

early in the morning could change ur whole day?

well, it's true! this morning, I was still sleeping.

then suddenly my crush sent a message to me :3

awwwwwwwww, although I am still sleepy..

but it was totally worth it! :D HAHA,

By the way, I was just wondering... 

why so many people think that

I'm in a relationship? ._. hmmmmph

To be honest, I'M SINGLE :3 

but NOT available :3

Well, a boy is "chasing" me right now.. 

I thought that I've already rejected him -.-

but he won't give up.. interesting...

but why suddenly say about my EX.. 

dafuq? DAMN. I hate it when someone say about EX.

ahhhhh, nevermind. at least I've no more 

HARD. FEELING. ON. HIM. ;3 

I just want to say, I CAN'T LIVE HAPPIER SINGLE! :3

Fuck you and Have a nice day! (;

mustache

Like Emmm, I am kinda addicted to mustaches' things lately..
I mean seriously, don't you think it is cute? :D
look at those picture~ Enjoy.

This is the Mustache's Necklace..

Mustache's Ring..

mustache's nail polish..

mustache's necklace (metal)

Mustache's Wallet..

Mustache's Earrings..

Mustache's Stuffs..

and Mustache's Cup :3

I'm dying to having all these! If I've all of these Mustaches' things,
I would be the coolest girl in the world! :P *Peace OUT!
#Like a Boss#

and oh yeah, look at these picture again..
if they likes mustache, why wouldn't I? :P
I would LOVE It..

Even a Cat, DOMO , Hello Kitty, Pikachiu, Dinosaur and The other pokemon
LIKE MUSTACHE TOO! :D If They Likes It, Why don't I? :P

just wondering..

I wonder why people called it BROKENHEARTED..
all I feel my other part of my body is broken too..
why? well, I saw one picture, hmmmph, hurt much?
seriously, I'm so tired of being blue... crying over you..
why can I stop? Im tired of being broken,
tired of being hurt, tired of being in love with you </3
Well, I have to move on, someday..
I'm still waiting for the right person to fix me..
when? will the right person will come?
someday I'll be alright..
somehow I'll be okay..
and somebody will fix me soon.. (:
Love need patience..

I don't expect you to CARE!
I' will be better without you!
Trust me... (':
I will be..
and I must!

"stop wasting your time on people who don't love you!"
crying doesn't mean you're weak.. it's mean that your
heart still care </3
I need to move on. my heart are so small,
it can just fit one person.. and that person is you..
but i don't want you be the special someone..
please get out of my heart and go fucking love
someone else! </3 i hate myself! i hate everything!
urghhh... i just need some time.. that's all..
someday, i will be okay,, and everything will
be normal.. used to be.. back to how it was..
when i didn't learn how to love..

Please, I Don't Want The Feeling Ever Again..

Well, yesterday, my friend.. she's damn BROKENHEARTED .. </3
I felt so sorry to asked her to confess to the boy she had a crush on..
I thought that he have the same feeling too though..
bur I was so wrong.. yesterday my friend chat with me...
I thought I've already forgot all the feeling about fucking love..
well, I'm wrong AGAIN.

About yesterday conversation, my friend remind me of all the love feeling so fucking bad.
I remember ALL.. That's odd..
and she cried... I remember all those feeling, those moments I'd been though so clearly..
I just can't help myself... I've been crying for couple of days now...
hope that my eyes didn't turn red or anything...

Well, I though I want to forget about all the love...
I made the friendship things to cover the love..
It works.. but because of yesterday, the power of love are too strong..
it even take over my brain..

Love Is a Cycle..
When you love, you get hurt.
When you get hurt, you hate.
When you hate, you try to forget.
When you try to forget, you start missing.
and when you start missing,
YOU EVENTUALLY FALL IN LOVE AGAIN..

I ain't a person like that. I've been single for five months
and I'm all okay. I didn't miss at all.
and I'd forget all those feeling..
I've stop crying for 5 months.
just yesterday. my friend...
she's too important to me... I have what she have...
We are been bestfriend like 1 year... friendship are priceless..

If happy ever after did exist,
I would be holding your hand like you hold her's..
All those fairy tales are just FULL OF SHITS!
One more fucking love song I'll BE SICK.

No more walking around with my head down.
I'm so over being BLUE! Crying over you.
and I'm so sick of love song, so tired of tears
So done of wishing you were still here
said I'm so sick of love song so sad and slow.
so why i can't turn of the radio?
gotta fix that calender I have that marked on June 28th

I know you're somewhere at there.
somewhere far away. I want you back, I want you back.
My neighbors think I'm crazy , but they don't understand.
you're all I have, you're all I have...
At night when the stars light up my room,
I sit there alone, Talking to the mooon.
try to get to youuuuu. in hope that you're at the other side,
talking to me too.. Or am I a fool, who sit alone
talking to the moon?

Mirror on the wall, here we are again. though my rise and fall,
you've been my only fan. you told me that they can.
understand the man I am. so why are we, here talking to each other again?

Now you're just somebody that I used to know!

It's Weird .

Well , I Admit I Like You .
But , please give me personal space ...
I like you , but i don't want to have a relationship with you .
well , honestly , since i confess to you ,
I've move on ... well , times pass , heart move /;
i really doesn't like you anymore..
you keep asking my friend is it that i playing a little game with you..
well , i'm not .. i'm just telling you the truth and i didn't said i want
a relationship . please stop hurting yourself with over thinking .
i want to be it used to be , stranger . maybe i have fallen into someone else
but , so what .. i ain't believe in love . well , honestly , since a DUDE said i'm a playgirl ,
i had changes alot . judge me for who i am . at least i'm not FAKE . (;

Monday gotta help a person giving a letter to her crushh ...
gonna face it . well , hope he'll give her a chance ..
i like being a human cupid that helping people getting together ..
hmmm ... i hate my feeling ! i wanna chillax ..
hope holidays come faster .. i will go pierce xPP
awwwwww , excited ! anyway , time really do passed fast ...
it's May now ... well , forget how it ends but never forget what it taught you (;
that's why i ain't believing in love ..
to be honest , i kinda like a person now , he used to liked me ...
hmmm , i kinda regret why i refuse him .. /;
but i got a reason thought ....

urghhh , Monday perhimpunan again =_=
perhimpunan make me sick ! SERIOUSLY .
Every Monday surely i will sick .
maybe i'm sensitive to Monday ..
I ); MONDAY !

HEARTBROKEN

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA , It's The Second Time That
My Heart Was Like An Old And Broken Mirror (;
I FEEL EMOO... (;
HAHAHA , I Was Shooo Stupid To Believing In Love Again ...
Well , No Matter What I Do , My Heart Will Always Leave TWO Marks
That Are Broken SCARS (; Ohh Wait , .__.
I Think It's Three -.- Even WORST .
Three SCARSS .... O________________________O
Well , No Matter What , Just Find Your Own Happiness ...
Forget How It Hurt You But NEVER Forgot What It Taught You ! (;

Should I Give You Back The Domo You Gave Me On My Birthday ?
I Kinda Wanna Trying To Forget You ... Sorry Dude...
I Do Regret I Didn't Confess To You ...
I'm Even Regret I Ignore You ...

I Didn't Talk To You Because I Don't Know How To Faces You ,
I'm Evading Because I Scare I Say Something Wrong Or Anything Else...
I Was Staring At You , I Couldn't Help ... I Wonder What You Thinking ...
I Wish To Read Your Mind (; But , It's Too Late Now ...
Just ONE MONTH . And You Fall For Another Girl...
Well , Wish You Luck And Congratss...

I Wish I Get A Chance To Tell You That ILOVEYOUU ...
Or Maybe I Will ... But Just Saying . Not Hopping To Get Together .
I Don't Wanna Ruin His Love To That Girl ...

# ALWAYS REMEMBER #
Love Shouldn't Be A Secret ..
If You Love Someone , Tell Them .
You Will Alwaysss Regret If You Don't ! @:

A Big Part Of My Friends Are In A Relationship I Haven't );

DAMN . Many Of My Friends Are In A Relationship And I'm Still Single ! O;
I Have A Crush On A Boy But I Ain't Brave Enough To Confess To Him /;
Well , Last Time He Told My Best Friend He Like Me But
He Scared That I Refuse His Confession ... Sad Story Huh ?
I Waited His Confession About A Couple Months ...
He Still Didn't Confess It ... Dude , I Really Like You But I Ain't Brave Enough ..
Maybe You Don't Like Me Anymore ? /; Saaaddd ... );

By The Way , Why Lately You Kinda x Care Me ...
Kinda LC Too ... ); But NVM , I Love You Just The Way You Are <3 xPP

Seriously , I Really Love You .... Last Time You Said That You Don't Want To Chase Me First ..
You Want To Be Back In Friendzone With Me ... Why ? Cause I Always Ignore You ?...
Sorry ... I Really Don't Brave To Face The Person I LOVE </3
No Matter What , I Love Youuu <3 I Feel Like Wanna Confess To You /;
But How ? I Don't Wanna Play Hide And Seek , Duhhh /.\
I Don't Wanna Have A Same Relationship As Last Time ! :D:D
Be Brave Marilyn ! :D:D Gambateh ! <3

Dude . You Don't Know About Me ! :@

DUDE , YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT ME ! ):
I'm Waiting You To Talk With Me Everytime But
You Think I'm Evading From You .
Now You Say Don't Don't Wanna Chase Me
First , You Just Want To Be Friend With Me .
And Why The F You Told Them You Like Me !? -.-

Aiks , Please Laaa , You Really Need To Read
About Horoscope To Know About My Attitude .
If I Fall For Someone Else , Don't Be Regret .
Because You Just Want To Be FRIEND With Me .

I LOVE SOMEBODY . :3

AHA ! Bastard , I'd Already GAVE YOU UP :S
HAPPY HAPPY ! :D:D
Tell You Guys A Little Secret .
I Know , I Fall In Love With My EX's Six-Years-Friend .
Some People Will Think That I'm Trying To Near My EX .
Well , I TELL YOU .. NOOOO And NEVER !!
I LOVE HIM CAUSE HE GAVE ME A FEELING
THAT I NEVER THOUGH HE WILL HAVE IT :3

I'm Nice To My EX Doesn't Mean I Want Him Back .
Sincerely , WE BROKE UP WITH A REASON (:
Plus I Will NEVER Get Back With EXs ..
By " Nice " I Mean ... Uhh , Forget It /.\
Not Interest In EX Pun /.\

I HATE MY EX , I LOVE MY NEXT ! :D:D
" Dudee " I Loveeee You :3
You're Kinda Cutee :D:D
You Told My Best Friend You Like Me ..
My Best Friend Told Me :3
To Be Honest , Imma HAPPY ! :D:D
But WHEN YOU WILL CONFESS TO ME !?? :@@
I'm Waiting For Youuuu :3
My Best Friend Said You Will Confess
To Me When The Time Are Right @@
I'm Waiting DUDEEEE ! :P:P
And I Already Wait One Month ):

Well , Sometimes .... I Have No Confidence On Myself ..
IDK Why ,,, Just I Have Not Enough Confidence ...
I Suppose ... ):

I Felt Like I Wanna Confess To You @@
Ahhhhhh Can't Wait :P:P
I Think I'm Going KRAZZZYY @@

SABARRRRRRRR LYN !!! @@
Well , Tomorrow , I'll Go Your Class !!
Muahahahhahahaa :PP

Seriously !

DUDE ! You're Weird ...
When You Know That Your Friend ,
Like Me , You Get Jealous ?
( IDK .. They Said It )
It's Make Zero Sense IF You Get JEALOUS .
You're The One Who Broke Up
With Me At The First Place):
I Just Wanna Ask ...
Do You Really Still Have Feel On Me ? /:
I Heard Someone Said
You Fall For A Girl In Ur Class..

To Be Honest , ISTILLLOVEYOUSOMUCH...
Yesterday I Saw You... Waiting For Your Car...
I'm At The Shop Buying Drink ...
I Saw You Keep Looking In The Shop...
# Just The Shop #
And I Was STARING At You...
You Always Make Me Confuse...

And I Heard That You And Your Friend
# That Like Me That One #
You Pukul Him /:
# DK What's That About #
When You Realize He Like Me ,
You Keep Bothering Him..
And You Two Argue Because Of
Me ?
#Your Friend Said It #
Don't Know , Don't Care .

Damn . I Got Three Case ..
First Case . You Said You're A Bad Guy , Becareful Of You Last Year . Now You Say You Like Me , How Dafaq Do You Want Me To Believe You !? O:

Second Case . Because Of Your Best Friend , My Ex , Still Like Me . And You Want To Give Up Me . That's Meant You Doesn't Really Like Me At All . ):

Third Case . You The One Said You x Feeling On Me Cause I x Talked With You Before . We Broke Up A Couple Months Ago . It Makes Zero Sense ):

It's February /:

It's February Now ...
We Broke Up Month Ago ..
Well , Today I Saw You , Dude ..
Do You Realize I Looking At You ?
I Don't Know Why ...
TBH , Maybe I Still Like You ...
OMFG ! Suddenly Remember Monday It's
Your Birthday ... Well , Happy Birthday To You Dude .
For The Truth , I Kinda Regret Why I Study In All Saints ..

Wow , So Many People Judge Me -.-
Well , It's Okay . Judge Me If You Like .
Duh , Maybe I Not Be The Perfect One ,
But I'm Still Who I Am .

BTW , Today My Shirt Disappear Tim -.-"
WTF !? Now , So Many People Know ...
Hope Not Whole School ._.
Ahhhhh .... So Tosoi >3<
Strange Is , I Put My Wallet In Da Shirt's Pocket ..
But She/He Took Out My Wallet And Took My Shirt ._.
What's Her/His Problem !?!?
Playing A Prank On Me ??
Ki Siao ! Memang Childish .
Hope Tomorrow Will Be Better ...
Friday , Please Be Nice To Me (:

Suspecting ..

Today I Went To Chung Hwa With Friends..
When We Want To Go To Parking Lots ,
He Suddenly Appeared and Going In ..
So He Just Passed By Me ..

When We Want To Go In Find Someone ,
He Want To Walked Out ...
He Passed By Me Again ...

Seriously !? Why ?
When We Passed By Each Other ,
His Friends KCKC Call His Name ..
Why ? We Broke Up About Weeks Ago .
Why Don't He Just Tell Them That We Broke Up !?
Damn I'm Confuse .
Duh Now He Is A Stranger For Me ...
Yes , I Admit I'm Still Angry , Sad And
Got Abit Feelings .... /:
Someone Said That He Still Like Me ..
But I Don't Think He Do .

Well , I Wish He Can Give " A Girl "
A Chance ... I Can Feel That The Girl
Really2 LOVE Him ...
If He Fall For Someone Else ,
Wish Him Luck .
Just Wish He Can His Own Happiness

I Felt Dumb Why I Still Like Him ..
He Always Hurt Me ...
Awwww , Seriously ?
I Always Peeking Him ...
Why ? Why ? Why ?
Urghhh ...

Am I Like Him Or Love Him ??
I Don't Know Why ...
I Want To Know His Blog
And Who He's Crushing On Now ...

BTW , Just Now When I Saw Him ..
I Feel Like I Want To SMS With Him ):

Yesterday He Actually Poke Me On Facebook O.o
And He Like The Drawing Picture That I Post ..
Maybe Just Like Back ...
Cause I Liked His Profile Picture ..
But Why The Hell He Poke Me =.="
Hmm ... I Want To Be Friend With Him Laa ...
Duhh ... I Don't Want Thinking Of The Passed ...

I Don't Know Why ... But I Feel Like
I Still Like Him ... Seriously ?!
When I Saw Him , My Heart Beats Faster ...
Ahhhhhhh .... .___.

Confusing . AGAIN ):

I'm Confuse ...
We Broke Up Weeks Ago ...
But Today , A Person Asked Me About Him ..
I Say That We Broke Up Already ...
Then I Say He Didn't Love Me Anymore ...
After Recess , That Person Said That
He Asked My EX Does He Still Like Me ..
They Said That He Say Yes O.o
Damn , I'm Shocked ! Seriously !?
When School Finish ,
I Saw My EX ... I Can't Control Myself ):
I Keep Peeking On Him ><
I'm So Confuse ...
I Thought He In Love With Another Girl ..
But I'm Still Don't Believe What They Said ...
Because That's Just My Classmate Said It..
I Didn't Heard My EX Say Those ...
I Felt Sad /:

Btw , Just Now I Go To
" En Cafe " Bought Drinks ,
When I About To Leave
" En Cafe " , A Person Suddenly
Say ByeBye To Me = =
Seriously ? -.-
His GF Actually Seat Beside Him ..
I Suppose .. ( Don't Know Is His GF Or Not ) -.-
Don't Know , Don't Care :3

When We Go Chung Hwa ,
That Josephine Said I Have Many " Fans " =.=
WTF ... I Don't Think So ... :3

I Hope He Still Like Me ...
But That's Not Going Happened Again ):
For The Truth , I Still Love Him ..
When I Saw Him ,
My Heart Beats Faster ...
But I Just Act Like
He Is Just A Stranger For Me
Sad Story .... :(
Everytime I Just Curi2 Peek Him ...
But I Always Say That
I Don't Have Feeling Anymore ..
Should I Continue This Lie ? /:
Maybe I Should (:

Yes ! Finally !

Wuhoooooooooooooo !! Finally !!
I Totally Over Him :D
When I Saw Him ,
Like I Just Saw A Stranger Pass By .
Congrats Marilyn ! <3
Hmmmmm , I Still Don't Have New Target ==

Today I Saw Him Passed By My Class..
Suddenly Our Class Teacher
 Hit Him At The Back Damn Loud ._.
I'm Damn Happy ! LOL
My Class All Laughed
 And Clapped Our Hands <3
Happiest Day Ever ..

Strange Is ....
I Keep Saw Him Today !!
Fudge ! I Really Need To
Wash My Eyes !!
Dammit , What Happened ?!
I Don't Know Him Mahh ..

Ehh = = Stupiak Lyn !
Calm Down Lak !!
Not Want To Forget That Bastard Meh ?!
 Weird ... That Itu Siapa2 Kan ...
 Didn't Talk To Me These Day T^T
Huhuhuhuh ... Sad Laa ):

 Our Class Teacher Damn LC ! 
Not Just Her ..
Many Teachers Pun LC !!
Teachers Memang LC ! Fish !

 Btw , Tomorrow Stay Back Again <3
Awwww xD Go Back Chung Hwa ~
Wanna Find Some Teachers :3
 For Fun , Duhhh xDDD
Plus I Want See Someone xD

Ehh I Want Go Lok Yuk Ehh :(
Miss 6E 2o11 ><
Miss Our Memories :3

Next Friday Kan ,
Chung Hwa Got Kokurikolum ..
Stay Back Again ! XD
Plus We Wanna Go Shan Tao <3
Muahahahaha XD

Wow , Seriously ! Time Passed By So Fast ! O:

Tomorrow School Reopen O.O
Seriously !? Time Passed By So Fast !
I didn't Even Do My Homework !!
Oh Man , I'm In Deep Shit ><
Time , Please Passed By Slowly :(
Later I Want Gai Gai Lagi xD
Plus When My Dad Come Back !?!?
Urghhhh ... My Teacher Are Freaking Me Out !

Tomorrow School Reopen Nevermind ...
But Got Perhimpunan !! Damn .
Teacher Keep Catching My Hair ==
Kisiao Betul !!
All The Above Not Big Deal Laa .
Big Deal is The Fvck I Don't Want
Meet The Freaking Bastard ..
Hope I Won't See Him ..
Am I Escaping ? Hmm , Nehh .
I Don't Even Know Who Am I Talking About .

Awwwwww , Yesterday Went To Watch
Underworld With Mom And Bro ...
Man , It's Boring ! But Interesting
LOL I'm Crazy ==
Hmmmmmm .... Great Movie ..

New Year Are Getting Sucks Year By Year !
This Year I Just Revived RM 100++ Angpao ==
I Wish My Birthday Come Faster !!!
But Don't Wish The Time Passed Faster ?
LOL , Seriously .. I'm Crazy -.-

Monday , Please Be Nice To Me /:
Ehh , I Want Ask Josephine Tomorrow
Stay Or Not /:

I Think I Still Can't Let Go ...
Why Laa ?! Escape Isn't The Answer ..
I Need To Face The Truth !
Gambateh Marilyn !
You Know You Can do It ! (:

For The Truth ..

Well , For The Truth ,
I Ain't That Strong At All (:
I'm Just An EMO Turtle Lyn .
Strong At The Outside ..
Weak In The Inside
When Someone Ask Me About Him ,
I Will Terus Cry ...
Wow , Why ? Dude , You're
A Big File ... I Though It's
Small , But It's Damn Big .
It Passed 6 Days Already .
Marilyn , You Need To Believe In Urself !
Just Like Kuromi Had Said To Me ytd .
" Dudette !! Believe Urself
U Can Forget Him La.. Once U Believe ,
Its An Easy Thing Than U Thought !
NEVER GIVE UP :DDD "
Thanks Dudette ,
Thanks For Support Me (:

我突然想起了我们曾经的暧昧关系…
No , I Dint Cry ! Just My Eyes Had Sands ?… :')
Sorry … I Really Want To Forget You But Always
Suddenly Think About You …
WTF .. What am I Thinking !??
I Said You Want To Be Regret .
And You Will !! :3

Urghh .... I'm confuse ):
For The Truth ,
I Doesn't Love Ivan At All ....
I Just Use Ivan To
Replace That Bastard ...
When I Saw Something Bout Bw ,
I'll Cry Like A Baby ...
Maybe I Still Love Him ?
Actually I Was Ready To
Giving Up Him Many Times ..
But When I'm About To Gave Up ,
He Always Suddenly Chat To Me ....
Since That Day I Chat With Him ,
I Feel Like He Doesn't Love Me Anymore ..
So We Are About 2 Weeks Dint Chat ...
I Had Completely Forget Him..
But Now We Broke Up ,
I Felt Something Missing ..
Yea , i admit I Got Sad .
But I Wasn't That Sad ..
I Still Can Smile and Laugh ...
awww ... My Tears Are Not
Worth It To Him At All ...
Great Job Dude . U Made My Heart Bleeding Again ! :(

Why I Can't Forget Him ?!
Well , I Need To Clean Up My Heart ,
My Room , Everything That About Him !!
Urghhhhh ... Such A Big Mess :(
I Can't Believe I Cry For Him Again !!
For The Last Time , HEART .
I DON'T LOVE HIM ANYMORE .

Giving Up :)

Congrats Dude ,
You Actually In Love With
The Person That Started With A
Letter " A " ! :)
You Found A Girl That
Suitable For You <3
Happy For You :)
Now I Know You Got Ur Own Target ,
I Won't Bothering You Again .
I Will Try My Best To Stop Loving You..
I Will Fall For Someone Else (:
You Know , Some People Said That
" I Hate My EX , I Love My NEXT "
But , I Doesn't Hate You .
I Don't Know Why .
Well , Dude . Wish You Luck
With The " A Girl " ! :)
Seriously , I Fall For Someone :P
Well , I'm Not Crush On You Anymore .
You Can Chillax And Love Ur Girl .
Dude , For The Truth ,
I Want To Break-up With You Since
January 8 . But , IDK How To Say
It To You ...
Because I Still Care About You ?
And January 13 Is Our 200th Days .
I'm So Stupid To Lie Myself :)
Well , Now We Broke Up ,
I Have No More Stress
and Worry About Everything Everytime..
And The Truth , When You Broke Up With Me ,
I Have No feeling . So I Confirm That
I Don't Love You Anymore .
Maybe Im Sad " A LITTLE "
But , It's Still Okay For Me .

# Seriously , I Still Love You .
But , Im Just Saying These To Cheer Myself .
Sorry For The Hurt Speech .

Maybe We Can Be Friend , Please ? :(
I Want To Be Ur Friend ! Urghhh ...
Maybe You don't Want To :(
Well , Sorry Then .

Dude , This Is The Last Post About You :) Hope You Can Read This ..

Dude , Glad To Know You Reading This .
This Is All I Want To Tell You
For The First Time and Last Time..

Hey " Dude " , Now I Realize How
Important You Are To Me ..
When You Said You Want To Break Up ,
My Mood Changes Immediately .
Well , Sorry For Wasting Ur Time Then .
I Never Regrets I Fall For You .
Things Changes , Love Can't Force .
Now You Have No Feeling On Me ,
I'm Okay With It . This Is Normal .
Yeah , I'm Sad That You Broke Up With Me .
But , I Still Wish You Can Find
Ur Own Happiness Dude .
I Hope We Can Still Be Friend ..
Maybe Not .. Hmmm ...
I Think Don't Better...
Should I Remove U And Block You ?
Ermm .. Nehh .. I Think You Won't Sad
That You Broke Up With Me :)
It's Ur Own Decision .
I Have No Qualifications To Said " NO "
Well , For The Truth , I Still Love You Alot .
But You Want To Break Up With Me So Badly ,
I Have Also Nothing To Do (:
I Hope You Still Can Be With Me ..
But , It's Not Going To Happen , again . :)
I Believe You Can Find
Someone 1000 Times Better Than Me .
I Won't Chat With You Anymore .
But , I'm Still Ur Secret Crush :P
Eh Wait , Maybe It's Not Secret Anymore = =
Well , As Long As I Love You ,
That's Enough For Me :)
Please Let Me Continue Loving You . :)
206 Days' Relationship Was -ENDED-
Forever and Ever ..

Hurt :(

Wuhoooooooooooooooo
I Saw A Hurt Feeling's Post ._.
" Till Now, XXX Still Love XXX >3<~"
:( I'm Trying To Be a Blind Person !
But , Thinking It A Day Long ,
I Decide To Trust Him ...
I Mean .. I Should Trust Him :)
Dude , I Believe You .
I Won't Freak Out , I Swear :D
I Believe You Still Love Me .. Right ??
I Hope We Can Make It Till June 28 :P
ILY Dudee <3

I'm Just Thinking ... /:

Hmmm ... Since That Day I
Chat With You Kann ,,
You Made Me No Mood ...
Then You Made Me Thought
That You Don't Love Me Anymore
( I Know I'm Thinking Negative Again , Sorry .. )
Maybe You're Not In Mood That Time ..? /:
I'm Sooo Sorry If I Disturbed You ... /:
I Don't Know You're Not In Mood ...
I Just Miss You So Much And
I Want To Chat With You .. ):

Now , I Started To Hate ' Yes ' This Word ._.
I Don't Know You Still Loving Me Or Not ,
But I Hope You Do .
If You Really Don't , Just One Word >>
I'm Sorry For Wasting Your Time ..
For The Truth , I'm Happy To Be
With You Among These Days , Really.. (:
I Never Regret That I Fall For You ! <3
Although Sometimes You Made
Me Sad Or Somethings..
But It's Still Ok For Me .
I'm Aries Nerh !
Things Come Easily Pass By Faster .

I Know I'm A Little Sensitive ...
But , Sorry For Making
You Sad Or Angry Too .. /:
And Last Time
I Not Trust You ): .. Damn Sorry .

Today Was The Best Day ! Awww <3
I Keep Saw You Looking Me O.o
( Maybe Lahh , Don't Say I PRS ahh xDD )
But When I Looked At You ,
You Terus Kckc Sana -.-
Wuuuu ... Cute Laa You ><
My Friend Kan ,, Shout Ur Name
You Terus Looked At Us ._.
Although U Know She Shout It On Purpose
Too Bad I Didn't Stare Enough xDDD
Too Bad You Went Back Too Early /:
Hope You Next Week Got Stay Too ! <3
ahahaha ... Really Hope So !
IReally2LoveYouAlot (:
2ooth Days ! <3
I Love You Dude ! <3 :)
( If You Saw This , Ur Problem Laa xDD )

It's New Year Dude And Dutette !! :D

Hey , It's New Year Dudes And Dudettes !
The F___ All Saints Is Crazy ! @_@
I'm Going Insaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
My Friends Are Insane Too ..
We All Mad People = =
Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
I DON'T WANT PERALIHAN ...

IMISSYOU So Much /:
But I Don't Have A Topic To Talk..
Sorry That I Still Can't
Stop Escaping From You /:
No On Purpose ... I've Reason ...
But , Maybe You Don't Want To Listen My
Stupid Reason ..