Such Of Jerk :(

Hmmmm ... Lately I Keep Easily Believing people O.O
Lol ... They Are Sabotaging Me And Bw ?
I Don't Think They Are That Kind Of People o.O
Am I Too Trust at Others ?
Or I'm Purely -.-
Ehh .... I Still Love "Him" Very Much .. 
What Should I Do ? I Feel like he don't love me anymore ...
It's So Complicated :(
It's Make Me Confuse :(
But I'm Strong Enough right ? :)
Ehh ,, I Not Think So ... 
If I'm Strong ,, Why Would I Cry Every Night =.=
Nehhh .... It's Over ... My Negative Thinking are Over !!!
Stop Think Negative ... -.- 
I Think I'm Useless Now .... Lol ? =.=
Better Than Don't Do Anything ,,
Don't Care Anything ,,
Even Don't Talk .... -.-