Touched..

Well, I'm shocked.. You know, I used to like that person.. But I gave up months ago.. He kinda still like me.. hmmph, well, a girl like him.. he reject her and said "please give up me" and the girl said "why?" he replied, "cause I still like Marilyn" OHMYGOSH... seriously? he like me more than 5 months.. I'm so touched.. but I'm scare of love... I admit, I kinda like him, but.. I love somebody.. :) I'm so sorry... To be honest, I not really want to evade you... I just... don't know who to face you.. I really felt guilty.. really.. but love mess up my brain, i mean seriously.. my brain is a MESS. I've been thinking about my Ex, My crush, even you.

Well, I think.. i kinda still like my ex.. I've been wondering.. why he broke up with me? does he really don't have any feel on me? or I just think too much? urghhh... Let it go, Marilyn.. just let it go...
Don't find love... Love will come find you.. be patience :)

Anyways, my friend been asked by a boy to a prom night. WOW, lucky right? It must to be fun.. but I think it's will be a little awkward... hmmmm... ermmm, I don't care who like me, I just want to be single a little while.. but i think i've been single too long.. 8months single life is LONELY... :( but single have no problem to think about, to headache about, to sad about. single is simple but lonely... relationship is sweet but problems much.

Well, I admit i got a little jealous on some couple.. they are just so sweet! i know i know, there's a right guy waiting for me, just for me.. about 5months! but i don't know that should i or shouldn't i just accept love one more time.. should i give love one chance? or i just keep evading? what should i do? if i really love him, i won't care for other people judge.. but.. the problem is.... i don't even have feel on him anymore.. i can't just accept him with no feeling.. that's just rude.. a right guy always comes with a wrong time ): but he really patience... wait me for 5months... 5months ain't short you know.. /; now i really felt guilty ):