You're the same.

Well, okay, lately something happened.. you regret helping your friend :)
you don't want me in danger. okay, i understand. you called me don't worry and forget you for temporary.. I understand. no texts, no missed call, i understand... i only hope you to be save.. but you called me to forget you. I may really forget you and fall for other person.

okay nevermind that. i understand you didn't find me for few days or weeks.
just now, i had a nightmare.. i dream about you.. i'd lose you... when i woke up, i caught myself crying... I'm scared... i'm really really scared... i scare that i might really lose you.. u never know how much i love you. you used to said that you won't leave me alone.. and will make me happy everyday... i believed you... but now? :) i understand..

just now, you on facebook.. you said you might meet them sooner.. so i asked you to take care.. and you said see first.. you hope to die soon... okay, this really hurt me alot... i still remember that you want us to keep sweet on forever... so you want to leave me now? now i realized that you're the same.. i'm so regret to accept love again.. i really tired of crying you know... i thought you might be different.. that u will really make me happy everyday.. but you didn't.. and you make me cry eveyday :) sorry that i love you so much..

p/s, i even crying to wrote this...