Valentine's Day ?

Okay .. sooo yeah . We broke up months ago but I can admit that I still like you.  Memories haunt me every time . Now , few boys are chasing me and asking for my answer.  I just don't know how to answer them ! I have the fear of love . Yeah it's because of you . After we broke up you can completely forget me like nothing happened between us.  I admit I miss how it goes.  I miss the midnight texts , the hugs , the cute fights and everything about us . I miss us.  Sometimes I still cry because of the flashbacks appear in my mind. I can tell that we're not even friend now . One thing I really regret is why do I ignore you , angry every tiny things and even being so cool to you when we were still together. I thought we can be longer . Longer than just 3 months . I still miss you . I still think of you . And I still love you ... I've been trying my best to move on but I still can't . I had enough . I want to end the struggling in my heart . It's hurt.. why can't I just accept another person into my life ? I hope you can get out from my heart sooner or later ..